OMG! I'm one year old again..haha..Thanks for the advance celebration by Cg,James & Marissa who set me up..haha..I appreciate it really..Will update some more trm..

     Getting older again..I hate to said this...but i have no choice..Have to admit at the end of days..Anyway,This year will be my last in early 20 ya.Coz next year will be mid-20 liao..sad..I know by saying this will hurt all those in mid-20 or even older..What to do...I still want to said..hahahha..Coz i don't want to waste it like that..it's just my personal opinion anyway. : p

   Well this week a lot my friend ask me what's my wish? I just brush them off by saying,If i tell you wait my wish won't come truth or just a cliched answers.haha...Due to my MSN nick( I Wish.....) that cause me some trouble in answering all this question.Anyway, you will know, what is my Wish if you are reading my blog.haha..If not too bad lox..cheeky smile!

So here it goes...My Wish list..

1.) Clearing my Debt

2.) Mission Trip

3.) Good Health in every aspect.

4.) Digital CAM.I super miss my last Digi Cam though.

5.) Write more song.Just like 徐佳瑩,if can meet her even better..haha..

6.) Hope to take part one contest to showcase my music.BUT not SuperBAnd this Saturday ya.You who you are ya..Don't try to be funny hor!

7.) Hope to get my Dream BlueRidge guitar from Maestro any sooner.Putting this last,coz i know is the hardest to come truth or may not even come truth at all.

 I guess that all for my birthday Wishes..Too much also not too good..haha..Just hope each one will come truth ya..Anyway,this week was emotional week for me..Don't why..haiz..i should be more happy as my birthday drawing near...Cheers up..

So that all for mY Birthday entry..ta ta... 

    I hardly praise people who join singing contest & hardly like to watch also. But she.....Totally change my view towards singing contest..She just WOW me with her self-composed song each time i listen to her sing. She really have a lot of courage to do so. Knowing that just one thing if she does wrong in this contest,she will ended up at the failure zone. But, without fail she continue to showcase her song each week.

Her self-composed song is just a other big WOW. Every song she showcase until now, will always give me the visual effect of the whole song. Just like you are watching her MV at that very moment.Her song is just,Refreshing,Super original, & what more can i said just too Gd ya.

Her vocal,may not be the most technically sound,but she has a unique voice that able her to withhold the song she wrote.Beside that no matter,how many time u listen to her sing you just won't get bored lox..Even hokkien song sia..I have to be truthful in this i never like hokkien song.Coz i always thought is just a rubbish song..she again WOW me in these area. 

Above all is just my personal comment abt her.You may not have agree with what i said.That's okie. But to me she is really a Star! Coz she dare to be different in this singing contest. By chasing after her dream in showcasing her VERY OWN song ya.

Here is the link http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C5tOj3vPELc.

Edited: Her name is 徐佳莹.Just now forget to put her big name.heez...

    Today when back to Hiding Place for Pre-season Match.We Won by 6-1,thrashing a very gd team.I think i did enough to impressed my coach ba.Started at the second Half. First half basically seat there & enjoy the game. Playing Right-Back today,not my fav position but still go out & play with full passion. After the game,Coach didn't said anything to me. I'm just content ya! If he said something,which mean i not fit enough or my weight problem lox. : (

Anyway,My Real Brother praise me for playing well today.So happy! He don't normally said something good in front of me de..Some more is soccer lox..Last time, we fight also bcoz of soccer..Anyway,I just so Happy he did said something good...

       The journey to Hiding place, don't why somehow the emotional just overwhelm me...This same journey which given me a sudden flash back of the good & bad memories i have. Some memories during my stay at Hiding Place & also some after that.Well just not going remind myself over the bad ones.

  This Christian Home is where i started my journey with God too. This part of my life is really significance. Just missed those day in the Home. I still remember vividly,every single thing which i need to do each day & week. E.g Quiet time with God at 7am,Breakfast at 8am,Chapel at 8:30-10:00am,Maintain soccer field that my Job in the Home at 10-12pm,Gym at 12-12:30pm,quick lunch at 12:30-12:45pm,15 min Nap 12:45-1pm,Sweep the field at 1pm-5pm,Play soccer at 5-7pm,Dinner at 7-7:30pm,Chapel at 8pm,reading the Bible or play guitar at 9pm,Prayer & bedtimes 10-11:30pm. That how live my life in the Home for 2 & half year.

Maintaining the field is always so fun.Coz is just so wonderful that i can just daze at God creation..hee..Actually is slacking la..haha.Btw leaf over there is Forever cannot finish sweeping one lox..No matter how hard you try to finish,they still drop off from the trees the next day..Haha..Beside that i also cut grass,dig new grass,plant new grass, & water the grass in the field. Sometime,i'll do something funny like,Flying Kite which made of trash bag.hahaha..Can't imagine rite..Sometime, i'll try to catch bird or snake like corba..haha..Fun rite..Most shiok thing is to bring the Eagle out to play..Yup is a Eagle.His name's Timid.I name him Timid,coz he really very timid..haha..He don't know how to fly that the problem, i can bring him out without gan jio. Timid came to Hiding Place before i even come,Don't why they just kept Timid inside the cages.Maybe he just too timid i guess..

   Gotta to sleep liao..Tomorrow,still got meeting to attend.byez....

Well..how should i start le..It's been sometime since my last post.Coming more than 2 n half mth than updates myself is a bit cold i guess..Anyway my reason,i when through some eventful time that i Ban myself from blogging..

Well my house got breaking by thief, they steal my Notebook,Digital Cam,MP3,Bag,Bible and etc..Yes my bible,you didn't read wrongly..haha..Have to admit it didn't goes down to well for me the first few day..I was so speechless that i don feel like explaining myself over & over again to ppl what as happen..Anyway is already the past no point dwelling there..

I guess that all for now..Will update more often..

Don't really know what happen to me.Having fever for the past few day.

Sorry guys i switch off my handphone this few day,coz i was too sick to talk & easily annoy by any call that come.I did try not to Snap at anyone this few day,coz my mood is just like weather keep changing..

I didn't take MC on monday.I knew somebody from office will surely MC one...And the fact is the same too.Expected.On Monday is the most jia lat one.When i reach home,after my shower,i straight away when to bed all the where until next morning.Tuesday slightly better,but the fever yet to subside.Didn't measure my temperatures coz i lost thermometers.Don't know where i put..Today fever subside,but my sore throat & running nose still bad.

Just hope i'll get will soon..

          New Years 2008 resolution keep ringing in my head sia… Well is always a good thing to do. Last year resolution didn’t manage to accomplish all of them. This year, I’ll not set so many coz wait didn’t accomplish again jin pai seh lox… hee.. Year 2008, cannot play play already, not any younger anymore.

                                  Photo taken by Me"Near Fort Canning"

There’s some major decision need to finalise, which will affect some of my involvement. Hope to tie it up by Q1. At least I’ll be able to maximums my strength without going to waste.

                                  Photo taken by Me"forget the place already"

Resolutions  

1)      Is to be Debt free! Clear off whatever debt is needed asap.

2)      Focus on pastoral care & grow in this area.

3)      Save enough money to go mission trip.

4)      Stay Fit & Sign up Basic Soccer Coaching Course at FAS.

5)      Training early for Stand Chart Marathon 2008.  

6)      Write Song with more passion.

7)      My contract in work will get renew or even better offer, but stay at 5 bus stop rule. : p

8)      Lastly, also the most important one, Grow in Lord and Listen to his leading in whatever decision.

I guess above all is enough for me go crazy. I mean in term of Spiritual, Physically, Emotionally, & Financially. This year will need a lot of wisdom in the thing I do. Be prudent in my walk it always the best thing I need.

                             Photo Taken by Me"Church Christ of Malaya"

Has I said during my last entry, God always have to deal me certain area that I always running away with. I mean I can’t always run away from Him. Anyway I not any younger so must well make my life worthwhile by living for Him. In the same way I also want to try out new thing, when I still have the means to do it. I just don’t to have regrets when I grow older. So is down to me now, it now or never I guess.

                         Photo taken By ME"During Hazel & Boonliong Wedding"

2008 is a year that I won’t want to take it for granted as if there are more years ahead. No compromised is allowed. I’ll do what it takes to succeed and walk according to God leading. My life is “You” gave and I shall humble by it.

Let work toward what has written and may God bless 2008...

Why 12mth is consider 1 year le? Isn’t it too short… When we were younger we always want to grow older, act older and talk as if we’re older too. However, when we’re older our concerns are obvious. We’ll try to make ourselves younger by eating healthy food, hair cut, dressing style and many more. Only One Word to sum it up is” Time.”

                          The moment of 2007"Performing Live for the first times"

2007 to me is just like siting in the bus travelling and always forget to alight at my stop. Jin chin hor & blur rite. hahaha.. Is okie. I know can already, don’t want to waste my breath. : p Hmmm.. Simply to say is, I didn’t really maximums my strength lox. A lot concern in mind at time, my good friends Insomnia always kept me awake at night. What a good friend I’ve.

                            The moment of 2007"My Cg at Christmas celebration"

Apart for that, God have to deal with me countless time in certain area of my life. Though I like to eat butter and kaya, but not from God for sure. God has been faithful throughout this 1 year for sure. As for me, fail him time after time until too pai seh lox. What to do I’m such a naughty and stubborn sheep.

                                    The moment 2007"Stand Chart Marathon"

Well an other half and hour is toward the New Year 2008. This year NO count down party for me. Can’t believe it rite? Coz too tired to squeeze with people. When to work in morning & knock off early, haha.. After that just when back to home to sleep until evening. I do need rest too hor… Old already also increase in fat that why stay at home better. I guess that all for my last entry of 2007! Good bye 2007.

Let put our hand together & welcome 2008 ba..  God bless!

Backdated Entry 29 Dec

Last wedding of the year... Woohoo… Finally no more…

Today will be the last time I doing Church Wedding Audio for 2007.Star of the days is Teck keong & Siew Yee…One is my Sub-D Leader & other is my Unit Leader really very happy for both of them…

This Wedding really gives me some cold sweat in my Audio n giving cue to my new MM buddy (Stephanie) for the day. Really thank God for her talent. Given what we have at the venue is just limited to have the maximums effect. I still have to thank God, if not will be worse man.

 After the Wedding, I and 아빠 (Mean Dad in Korean) when to Novena Sq for coffee as Andrew and Guangrong are waiting for us. For the first time, I, my shepherd, my grand shepherd, and my great grand shepherd have coffee together. I was joking with them that” you all want to counsel me izit?” Haha.. Indeed I not a very easy sheep to handle… Can bite at time… : p Anyway is just a catch up & a little shopping session after that.. Brought a new Korean drama for $15 only wor & also went to a Korean supermarket.

                                Guang Rong,Andrew,Me,Choo Yam

I guess that all for today...sleepy liao...

Actually for many year,i'm very reluctant to join this BIG event of marathon.Coz i know i need to put in a lot of training in advance to race 42km.I just too lazy to so at the same time.When you get older you become so nua.I've to admit to that..muhahaha..That's me!

This year i don't know why i've the courage to register.Maybe most of my Dept colleague are joining,but not the full marathon..Most of them join the half marathon & 10km..So only left me n boss in full marathon.To be honest,i didn't really train as much as need for this race.A lot of my training is running the tread mills in gym during lunch time.The longest i run before this race is 25km.So i didn't expect to do well,just want to finish the race will do..

On the Race day itself i wake up at 3plus doing my stretching,breakfast & prayer for safety.I keep telling myself to relax n run at my own pace.I guess i did for the first 10km after that my speed increase a bit maybe due to my mood is excited ba..I hit 10km in 1hr,20 km at 2hr 15min & 30km at 3hr 20min.After 30km my ankle give a distress call to me..So i've to listen..i didn't stop all the way to 30km.So discourage by the situation,knowing i only have myself to blame due to lack of training..It take me 2hr++ just to walk back..Sad..

Anyway i manage to finish the race by singing"In Christ Alone."Always very encourage by this song and maybe the lyric is so easy to remember too..haha..Finally is finish!

I haven blog lately..Due to work load increased and exam coming real soon. Thing around me changing real fast, can’t even imagine that wo...At the present moment i'm quite happy in what i have, besides physically still lacking a bit of fitness. Anyway that is not the main reason I am writing this entry..

Here comes the main content. Just a few day ago, the word "humble" keep tugging in my mind. As I go an other level deeper into the word that spoken to me. I was reminded by how my life was, before I came to know God. It been 7 great year, without doubt about that. Though is not always a bed of roses, but is always sweet to know your God will rescue you in time.

Ever once been label as”Hopeless” or “EM3” in school by teacher, schoolmate and even my relative. Knowing that my inability in study given my parent a lot sleepless night. They will try all means to make me pass my exam by hiring dozen of tutor. In end all these effort when into waste. It because I also try all means to chase them away too… hahaha

Back into present, I am not trying to prove that I’m a studious person or anything. Even right now, I still have the same set of issues too. What have change me than? Knowing that I study is not just for my own sake only. It also involved God, without him I don’t even think I can pass through my first term.

Truly enough I humble by the life you gave…   

I guess,i'm the very last one to post a entry about church camp ba.The reason of all this delay are "LAzy."After come back from the church camp,i felt refresh & cozy..Though i have lesser sleep in camp than at home.That doesn't bother me much.It always great to in church camp.Not only that you have sometime catch up with some friend,but you also get cozy in HIS presence.So much gd thing to said about this camp ya..Let me start with...

"My camp objective"

Actually,i more prepare this time,than the last few camp.This time round,before the camp i already set my objective.Quite a few la..Not that i worry mY shepherd will ask me"Did you set ur camp objective?" It because i wanted to have a better understanding and clearer direction.Briefly go through a few of my camp objective. 

1.) I want to be Refresh in HIS presence and other area like reading the bible.

2.) Focus is needed in my walk with HIM.

3.) Lastly is Rest,after transition into my new job haven got time to rest well beside the Queen's birthday Holidays.

If you ask me"Did i meet my church camp objective?" My answers is some Yes & some No.heez..

Beside all the eating,jogging and fun.Not forgetting the to Thanks the camp com for effort they put in.Indeed this camp is one of most cozy one..

 

Been really busy over the last two week..Bz over work,school project and gym..haha..Still have not seen any result yet after so many hard sweat in the gym.haha.I know the result won't come that fast anyway...Work give me the most surprise until now.Come to work only in my mind is OT after OT..haha..

After 1 & half month in my new job,i'm still adjusting to different working style.I also commit alto mistake in my order.Though it didn't really affect me that much,but sometime can be very demoralised too.I try my very best to learn from mistake and bounce back strongly.Committing mistake is not the worse thing,but don't want to learn from your mistake is the foolish of all.

In the bible,King David also committed mistake,but what make him a man after God hearts.He is more than willing to listen & being corrected from his way by God.

Back to the topic,now i have a new friend called OT.I mean overtime..hee..Why i said so?It because during my first month i already clock 18.5 hr of OT.Not to mention some of my colleague,who clock a lot more than me.. 

Finally,i got my work desk,at least i feel some belonging at this moment.Ever since i started my job,i have been moving around of the office.As if i'm on exiled,like people in the old testament.Maybe God know that i more wen jing in person and weak in my PR skill.That why i being move around the office.Now i seat near the big boss and some unknown figure behind me.Still have to thank God for my new place,coz is very much alone and hardly anyone want to disturb you.Beside Mr wudi adrian,i can't think of anyone lox..haha..   

Last,but not the end,the blessing will continue to pour down.However,it is not the point of blessing is more than that.One word sum it up is "Encounter."Not encounter blessing only,but God too..If we just encounter blessing without God.It just miss out the whole purpose of God letting it happen..Road to blessing is always hard to walk,but with God is more than the blessing already ya..So cheer it up!!! Ta Ta.. 

Remember my last entry.I said, I going too shared about my new work environment and colleague. Finally, the time as come for me to shared all these. Anyway, it’s been a month since I join my current company. Beside all the fun & laughted, I’ve learned a lot from the new company. In term of spiritually, mentally, emotional, and physically.

Let talk the new work environment & colleague. On the environment side, I’ll give a thumb up for that.haha. The reason behind is that, they have a gym near my building especially for HP staff.I’m just so excited about the gym,Yippee!Beside that their Fica(In Sweden it mean coffee breaks) service is excellent. What more can I ask for ya..One word sums it up “Blessed.”

In term of colleague they are just hilarious & friendly.In HP there is some Hope bro & sis, which I try to meet for lunch every month.In the midst there’s some,which is so visible that I can’t missed out of him everyday.It him Adrian lim aka wudi Emal.

This bro of my,work at the same floor as me.But seated far away for me.Very strange thing of him is he’s very very mobile at time. He come and go like lighting quick,though his body is not very small size like me.He indeed is a gobal Christian in term of size,just like what pastor Ben has shared yesterday.haha.Opps too much ya..sorry bro I know you’ll read this.The truth is so”Blessed” to have you too. : p

There is more ladies than guy over here,it very similar to our church.Now you know why my bro Adrian always come here ya..haha..Opps leak out so many interesting insights again.Just started of my gym session last week,together with two of my colleague Jack & Teri.Most of the time will be alone in gym too.Jack even casually joked that I come to work just because of the gym.haha.No comment on that.I also joined them for a slow jog outside the vicinity.The feeling is amazing,because of the rustic nature around the area.

Lastly, it makes me felt so content of what I have. Knowing the very truth, all this doesn’t belong to me. Always on my toe to remind myself, God can give u all these also can strip off all have has been given. It humbled my attitude a lot more.Without God in the midst of all these it just won’t fall in place.It just encourage me to be more faithful in my walk with God & everything I do for God.In short it just so ”Blessed.” 

Wonderful times are always short,so it come time to said ta ta again..So stay tune to my next interesting entry with more of struggle and challenging task I foresee at my new office environment ya. : p

Last week, I shared some light of how God pour down he’s “Blessing” on me. Today I’ll go into detail of how all these fall into places. First of all, I would like to thanks God for his everlasting love. He never fail me,when I needed him the most.Though I still have my flaw,but they doesn’t deter me from maximize my strength in Him.They’re also a lot of people I would like to thank,my shepherd,cg,friend & not forgetting my god daddy aka CY for their precious prayer.

Okie,let go back to main content of the day. Back in April 2^nd this year, I decided to tender resignation letter. Though it sound like an April season joked to many,but for sure not me.To be honest,during that few night is really a real struggle for me.Endless of concern came into my mind.Dozen of “what if” & “how” keep repeating in my prayer to God.

Nevertheless,knowing God truth is always the best solution of all.It is easy to said in word,but it is hard to put into action at time when problem occurs.Not knowing what is ahead of you,just make me even more anxious.Flip through newspaper classifies as become a daily routine for me.Well,this routine didn’t last long for me.

Before I even have any idea of what God is going to do.He just rain down is blessing non-stop on me.Blessing like found a new job before my last day,new job in HP,pay increase 30% more than expected,5 bus-stop travel distance,5 day week,8-5pm, and a relevant corporate environment.So much of thanksgiving in my heart that I can’t contain,without letting out to shared God goodness to many.Is just so amazing by seeing all these personal need meet,not once by twice.I simply just amaze by his wonder might.

The next entry will be more interesting,is about my new work environment & interesting colleague.So stay tune..Ta Ta..

Actually I’m countless of how long my last entry was. Anyway, I glad to write this entry now. I’ll said, finally I have some time to spare for my blog. For the next few mins or so you’ll suffer a virus called”emal.” You must be ??? all around your head right?haha. If you don’t know what’s that, never mind! Pls take sometime, use a small mirror to see the refection & you’ll know the answers! Maybe you are already got affected by it, if you already know without doing so. That means you’re on par or above me..hee.. This is only intro let me warn you first. : P

That’s not my content anyway. My real content is the following. I got a job in Hp before my last day at Innovative Laboratory, overwhelm farewell lunch,dinner,coffee and gift from Innov colleague and bosses. Which I only can said,I was so much blessed by their gesture.

It make me ponder again,the promise i’ve make with God.When I first started worked at Innvo,which is to impact ppl Life with God way of love. Well, I know didn’t done enough,but that’s not a excuse for me. I guess now only God know,how well I fare over there when I make that promise ya. Anyway, I guess this entry should be long overdue. I guess that all for this entry ya.. There will be more of me,in my recent Bzness and many more.So stay tune ya.  Ta Ta

Birthday Wish...... This question suddenly appear again after one year. How??? hahaha... Anyway my wish for this year is very simple.

1.) Nothing!!! Joking ar..Able to share Christ to my family member.Like my dad & brother.  

2.) Hopefully i can fulfill my dream.

3.) Play soccer as much as i can.

4.) Able to play in the Christian Sport Club:Agape Soccer Competition.

5.) Able to create new soccer skill/Playing consistently/Build up fitness to tip top condition.  

6.) New job/ Therapy assistant if possible?

7.) Put a smile on people face,hopefully everyday.

8.) Learn to be humble continually.

9.) Write new song every three month.

10.) May all my wishes come true.hahaha..

I guess you sure realise,i never put any present in my list. The reason is for the past two year,i always been very bless by all the present you guys & girl brought for me. It make me so happy at the same time,i felt bad too..You guys have always been so wonderful,it make me enjoy the process of the celebration rather than the present.I know is very odd in the way i said it... 

If you guys really insisting to give present,than i'll rather you give me birthday card with heart felt word.I always believe in those encouraging word you wrote in the past.In the way you also motivate me,when i'm really down by just flipping through those card you wrote year back.Although those card will turn colour & old,but your word won't.Even before they turn colour,i already kept them in my heart. 

As you know my birthday fall on next fridays,plus my date is 13 equal to Friday the 13.hahaha..Actually i was give birth by my lovely Mother on the friday 23year ago at Mount Elizabeth Hospital.Not Mount Ulu ar...Please...

The title must be very catchy right?hahaha. I didn't mean,i going to quit my blog ya..What i mean's "My Job." Well,don't ask me why so sudden or did you found a job already. Coz my answer to all is"silent." Not because tat IT project tat i mention last two week.So don't anyhow think ya!

 By the way,my IT project already complete and they also buy idea too. I quite glad with the result too. This project really let me expose to a lot thing and not just the skill of convincing people.It more like how you showing people your ability in work and also about trust.Let not drift away from topic today..hahaha..

From the start of this job,i was so passionated about impacting my office friend. But after awhile my passion died down to be honest. That period of time i thought to myself,i didn't really did any significance thing in my office. Until i decided to quit my job,i was quite surprise to know a lot people are concern of my well being in office. They also surprise with my decision. They keep on ask me to consider my decision,but my answer to them is "i already make up my mind" Well you can said i stubborn,i'll admit it.

However,i glad to said,pick up a lot experience through this 1year 3 month. It won't be the most wonderful job i ever have.But i one thing I'm sure about this job is special. Special in the sense,coz God given me in the first place. With almost every detail answer.E.g "5 five bus stop away." I'll surely miss it a lot.hahaha...

When i tender my resignation letter just now,I felt very much of relived in me. On the other hand,what expected me is uncertainty,anxious and many more. At this point of time,i only can said"i'll trust God with that problem." Not that i trust God only when problem arise,but i trust God daily. Now i can only put my focus on God rather than the problem.Problem is not bigger than"My God." That's without a doubt. I think that all for today..Adios!